sometimes. you just gotta laugh.

you know when life gets so serious and you wonder sometimes how it got this way? life is absurd. really! plus...

im tired... im also sick... with the flu. great.

i just finished this book

it was needed... as hard as it is for me to realise that sometimes life is just a series of crap shituations

i need to work on building my happiness levels big time!

for someone who is so used to being a generally happy person. im going to give myself a pat on the back for not being too much of a sad -sack... considering.

you know... sometimes... i struggle to let myself be sad. because you know? oh, who likes to be sad?! i certainly dont... but sometimes. things just are sad!! but im learning... very slowly... that its totally ok.

because in the long term. if you dont let your emotions just be--- (anger, happinness, resentment, joy, confusion, pain etc) you go numb... cos grief... which is what ive been experiencing... is a necessary form of growth... it cant be rushed. oh. its painful. heck... its not even funny.

but boy oh boy... do i try!!

thanks for hanging in dear blog readers. i know my posts havent been as 'minivanmegaFUN' as one would like it to be of late.

so... to bring back the Van... ill talk about things that i enjoy to bring it back to something more fun.

Movies. now... i cant wait for this new 'Get Smart' film to come out! I love the original series! i Hope to get them on dvd one day... who can forget agent 99 and the cone of silence? the shoe phone? i love it.